Sunday, August 26, 2007

I'm tired of the thunderstorms hanging around the city

before the storm
Originally uploaded by Taiga the Fox.

For nearly two weeks now, the black clouds have been shadowing my path.
I have been travelling, I have been working hard, I have been drinking wine, I have been in a party, I have been looking at art, all under a heavy sky.
I think I don't know anything. I think I am not told anything.
I have sent my kids to a new school and a new day-care, I have organized parties, shown them interesting places, taken them to a movie audition.
I asked them what they have thought about it all. J (6) answered: "I'm just thinking if there is a black hole, at what point you can still turn back before it sucks you in?"
Today it was yet another storm. After it I ran to the hill with the dog and sat down.
I looked at the dark sky. All those stars. All those millions of people around me, telling me nothing. Sitting there, on the top of the quiet hill, I have never felt myself so alone.


BiB said...

Did Laika jump on your head and lick you all over and make you feel OK again?

BiB said...

Sorry, that comment sounded a bit more raunchy than I intended.

Dave said...

How can you be alone in blog-land?

Taiga the Fox said...

BiB :), no, but it placed her head on my knee and looked at the sky with me.

Dave, amongst all the stars, sometimes very easily.

Sopwith-Camel said...

I envy you the storms, we've been needing one here and it's looked dark and sullen enough several times but always just fizzled out.

Taiga the Fox said...

Just hold a second whilst I'll bottle some lightings for you.